Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
I’ve been following the personal development field for a long time. Too damn long. In fact, I have this one friend who thinks I should get one of those barely visible headset microphones like you see on TED or in a Tony Robbins seminar and hit the stage.
Not for me, though, and here’s why.
It seems that no matter how hard I try to visualize, affirm or whatever I can’t seem to find the motivation to keep doing whatever I need to do or find the “inner strength” to persevere. I guess I’m getting tired.
To lose weight I exercise, count the calories going into my mouth and I lose some but plateau out and gain some on days I really think I should have at least dropped a couple of tenths.
I make myself available to clients and they vaporize or I get the kind of low quality types that couldn’t borrow $5 ’til payday, let alone buy a house.
I save some money toward a particular goal or save some money just to have a little bit of a stash and, wham! The car blows up. A tree falls over in the back yard. An emergency trip to Michigan needs to happen.
It’s kinda like the universe is conspiring against me instead of with me to reach my goals or aspirations.
But, I have no one to blame but myself because I don’t take enough massive action or I’m not clear enough about what my purpose is or I can’t figure out my “why”.
Getting off my ass and doing something is not as easy as it seems.